On the frontlines of AIDS activism in 1990s New York

Coming of age in the 1980s, Meg Handler dreamed of moving to New York to join the city’s flourishing art scene. After taking up photography in 1986, Handler remembers hearing about AIDS. “It was decimating the community,” she says. “Artists I loved were dying.” 

After graduating college in 1990, Handler moved to New York. By that time, over 100,000 people had died from AIDS in the United States, including artists Keith Haring, Robert Mapplethorpe, and Tseng Kwong Chi, choreographer Alvin Ailey, and fashion designers Halston, Patrick Kelly, Willie Smith, and Perry Ellis. But it would be five more years until the AIDS crisis reached its peak. 

Profoundly moved by And the Band Played On, Randy Shilt’s 1987 chronicle of the early days of AIDS, Hander immediately began volunteering for the Gay Men’s Health Crisis and documenting ACT UP, a grassroots network of activists working across multiple spheres to end the AIDS pandemic.

As the crisis escalated, Handler stood on the frontlines shoulder-to-shoulder with activists, chronicling the radical actions at political funerals, marches, protests, parades, and community centres that helped to change the course of public health. 

“ACT UP was media savvy and the documentation of their actions was an important element of the movement,” Handler says. “The people in my photographs were well aware of how they wanted to be represented, and active participants in the making of the photographs. My intention was to document for the historical record.”

Thirty years in the making, Handler brings together these works for the first time in the new exhibition, Acting Up and Acting Out: LGBTQ & AIDS Activism, 1992 ­- 94, opening 1 December on World AIDS Day. 

Instead of showing in a commercial gallery, Handler is exhibiting at the Center on Halstead – Chicago’s largest LGBTQ+ community centre. “I want the people I photographed represented in spaces where the conversations are happening around the battles to hold on to these rights, which were fought for with courage and perseverance,” says Hander.

Deeply attuned to the deep expressions of love, rage, pain, pride, and resilience surrounding her, Handler will be exhibiting images from Stonewall 25, the First New York Annual Dyke March, Stonewall veterans Sylvia Rivera and Bob Kohler, a non­conforming transgender activist Ali Forney, who was murdered in 1997. These are the only existing photographs of Forney.

Handler will also exhibit the 1992 Ashes Action, which was recreated in the final episode of Pose. “Eleven people brought the ashes of loved ones and dumped them on George H.W. Bush’s White House lawn,” Handler says. “That was the most powerful act of civil disobedience that I have ever witnessed.”

As we confront a new era of anti-LGBTQ violence and government policy, Handler advises, “People must make their voices heard. Freedom of speech, freedom to assemble and freedom of bodily autonomy are major tenets of what it means to be in a democracy. When those things are challenged, we take to the streets and vote.”

Meg Handler: Acting Up and Acting Out: LGBTQ & AIDS Activism, 1992­ – 94 is on view December 1, 2022–January 29, 2023, at the Center on Halstead in Chicago. 

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